So anxious...

I've moved all over the place numerous times and somehow I always end up back home. In a couple weeks, I'm moving out again. I am extremely anxious and I'm not sure why. I guess because I want this to be it. I don't want to have to move back home again but I know how my life goes. It seems like it's one bad thing after another and for once things are going seemingly well; this terrifies me to no end. It's like I'm waiting for Ashton Kutcher to say I got punked except in this episode everything goes right instead of wrong. Why can't things just go good for me on a regular basis?! I deserve it! I always tell other people to embrace life so I just need to listen to myself. Time for it to be my season! Time for things to go well! Time for me to be happy! It took a long long (and I do mean long) time to get here, but look at what I have: A good job (in which I'm moving up the ladder-slowly but surely),  a place to live with good people (and I'm in dire need of some friends-other than facebook), I'm going to school to make something of myself, an internship set up for me, and a wonderful boyfriend who loves me. What more could a girl ask for? (besides money) :p Anyway, I'm just happy that in a few weeks, I'll be living maybe 3 minutes from my school and in a house with some awesome ladies. For once, I might just feel like I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be. I think the fact that I needed to move out desperately and Josh's friend in which he hadn't seen in forever needed to rent out a room is sheer fate! Not to mention, she's an uber nerd! I'm so excited, I can't wait. I should probably stop expecting something to go wrong and just embrace it! So here it goes....