I've been punked!!!

I found Ashton!!! He as hiding behind my finances! So turns out I made way to many commitments without the money to pay for them. School is ending up costing me more than I expected because of the supplies needed for each class, I have to pay for the deposit and rent plus addition for my cat, I need to declaw my cat which is few hundred dollars, plus pay my regular bills?! That being said, I cannot buy a camera for my photography class. I have to be put on a wait list to try and check one out when we have a project. Only problem, there are 15 cameras and over 50 students...*sigh* I'm really stressed out and really bummed out. I will be able to get my own camera the end of October when I get the remaining of my grant money. Until then, I guess I'll just have to manage...because it's either get a camera or move out but I cannot do both :(